Been thinking of you so much lately Dad. Think it's a lot to do with the fact that Arthur (the old cunt!) lol died recently, and it's like another chapter, link to you has gone. So scared one day I'll forget the sound of your voice, smell, just YOU. Finding things really hard lately, I feel I have tried my best to be there for everyone and try and make something of myself, but feel so alone myself. It's funny I never felt lonely when you were here because as much as we argued, lol, you were like my best friend. I'm beginning to get so angry, resenting the kids, especially Angel and Rayne. It's not fair I no but I don't no who to turn too right now. I miss you sooo much Dad. xxxx