I'd been in hospital on and off for 10 days,when i was finally taken for a c-section at King Georges Hospital at about 9.30am 6/2/2006. I remember that because i couldn't wear my dads chain during the operation,i made Danny wear it coz its all i had left to make me feel close to him. The docter,Mr Howard,had the screen pulled down so i could watch my baby be taken from my womb. I felt a sudden pang of joy then reality hit,my dad wasn't waiting in the waiting area like when i had Sonny,he wouldn't be decorating the house chimney to letter box in pink,like he did in blue 19/07/2002. God it hurt,my little girl would never meet the most important man in my life,she'd never be told the stories of how the GERMANS made the scars on grandads head! Like Taylor and Sonny were told!! Little does my Angel-petra know how much she's been deprived of...........